me connais !!:-

blogging!! I had no clue about this world of expression of thoughts, of expression of delight ,expression of belief...or rather in short expression of your innerself!!...untill my few close frnds started conversing over their bloggy shit......and I felt left out all the tym!! Well thats not the sole reason why you reading this....another reason might be...I did'nt find a diary handy. Starting off.....have no clue what I am supposed to write here. Well the fact that i am here,compels me to make u read the following....have been through small crests nd troughs of life...had gala time with friends and family...had nytmares wth the same.Now standing on today's date I can call myself....a guy with dreams .....dreams that I need to fulfill...but God knws when the clock strikes the sweet time...I guess have always tried to be with the people I love......but did'nt get the reciprocation when needed......people might term me as an extrovert...but thats the outer shell that speaks for me!!A guy...who wants to be in the limelight...but end up craving fr a corner sumwhere or the other...people might not take me seriously....but ultimately they don't need to either..I did'nt find peace staying alone....nor find peace staying amongst the crowds......peace is just so unreachable for me I guess......and ya had had the feelin of frst love.....could'nt feel the importance ...had so much of temptations and sadly enough went with the flow....went through my teenage with almost evrything in it!! made the best of frnds......enjoyed life to its brim...went passionate about drugs,bikes ,sex so much that forgot the basic necessities of life.....tried to live every moment to its maximum..unaware of the fact livin nd dyin fall on the same line...thats me in a huge mixed bag of emotions outbursted...the bag is still half vacant....hope to push in some more words in the cumin days of survival!!!!!